Nothing means anything Anything that we do will be meaningless eventually Eventually even this reality itself will fade But while we’re still here We might as well have some fun There’s still time yet To Praise the Sun

Vision comes from the darkness Vision comes from deep inside Vision comes from something Vision tries not to hide I can hold it I can shape it I can mold it in my arms I can bend it I can break it Its destiny is mine to plan Ideas fall from the sky Fall to the ground can’t catch in time Can’t help but water down Never again to be found I am having a hard time I can’t seem to get it right Could it be lost forever It will be if I don’t try Creation is a nightmare One that tears out your insides Creation is wonderful The pain that hurts so right Feeling trapped the decisions Too late now to go back The road is set ahead Just gotta keep myself on track I can’t see the ending I can’t see the ending I can’t see the ending I can’t see the I can’t see the ending I can’t see the ending I can’t see the ending I can’t see the I can’t see the ending I can’t see the ending I can’t see the ending I can’t see the I can’t see the end and I can’t see the end I can see the end and I can see the end and It is coming soon I can see the end and I can see the end and It is coming soon I can see the end and I can see the end and It is coming, it is coming coming I can see the end and I can see the end and It is coming soon

Most days I wish I was dead Most days I wish I was alive Most days I wish I could cry But I don’t but I don’t I keep my goddamn job instead They always say Keep your fucking head up Keep your fucking head up They love to say Keep your fucking head up Keep your fucking head up They always say Keep your fucking head up Keep your fucking head up So keep your fucking head up Keep your fucking head up But they’re the ones in the sand They’re the ones in the sand They’re the ones in the sand And I don’t and I don’t Understand Of course I do Go to sleep dream about your funeral Go to work paying for your funeral Go to sleep dream about your funeral Go to school but don’t learn about your funeral Go to sleep dream about your funeral Go to work still paying for that funeral Go to sleep dream about your funeral Go to school but don’t learn about your funeral I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal You bleed me I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal You breed me I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal Deseed me I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal You need me My soil is so disturbed But it’s my blessing to hurt And you can go to hell for that look on your face Cuz every cracked seed is an empty shell case Agriculture sucks Spreading infinity thousand miles I am more stubborn than the wild Spreading infinity thousand miles I am more stubborn than the wild I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal You bleed me I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal You breed me I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal Deseed me I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal You need me I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal You bleed me I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal You breed me I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal Deseed me I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal I’m Ruderal You need me

I think you got the wrong impression You said that I slowed down But now I’m back to give you your resuscitation Now that I can breathe Now that I can breathe This ain’t a morning sickness in health, post partem regression This ain’t the past that you don’t know I think that you forget that I Am only human And I been giving you what I need Now she’s giving me just what I need Don’t worry, I’m not singing, I’m just talking, I’m just talking Don’t worry, I’m not talking, I’m just singing, I’m just singing Don’t worry, I’m not singing, I’m just talking, I’m just talking Don’t worry, I’ll never talk to you again I think you got the wrong impression You said that I slowed down But now I’m back to give you your resuscitation Now that I can breathe Can’t you see she gives me just what I need?

Please tell me if I am okay I think I might not be today Please tell me if it’s a good shade Of red painted on my face Please tell me if there is a way To leave cuz I really can’t stay Please just walk and leave me sitting here I think I just need to be alone And I know the heart beats slow But it feels so fast And I know the heart beats slow But it feels so fast Put the finger to the lips Feel it bumping Through my veins Feels exactly like you’d expect it Hey can you take a look at my shirt It feels like I’m sweating through Hey can you take a look at my hair It has been an especially windy day Hey can you please hold on to this thing Need my hand to make a little change Hey I just want to say sorry I know I ain’t being very fun right now And as the sun goes down The mind fogs up And as the sun goes down The mind fogs up This is when I know I am alive Even though I know It takes its toll on you Just hold me to the things I talk about I know I don’t take my own advice Just hold me to the things that come out my mouth I know I am massive hypocrite Just know that I try to shape my life I know I ain’t doing so great Just know that I feel every pain Every failure is my personal badge of shame And I know the song goes on The song goes on Yeah I know the song goes on Right now And I know the song goes on The song goes on Yeah I know the song goes on Right now And I know the song goes on The song goes on Yeah I know the song goes on Right now And I know the song goes on The song goes on I know the song goes on Right now I know the song goes on The song goes on Yeah I know the song Goes on right now I know the song goes on The song goes on Yeah I know the song Goes on right now I know the song goes on the Song goes on I know the song goes on right now I know the song goes on the Song goes on Yeah I know the song Is ending now

Check check Check check Thank you to the dart tournament In Switzerland Hello how are you? What do you want to do first Hey this is Kyle And hey this is Ben And we’re Ruderals Uh we are Ruderals A weird punk band in New York City This is our last song And I’m really excited So I hope you all stick around for it Do we have time for one more? Hahahahaha The more we play it it’s sounding better every time Yeah yeah Does that balance sound okay? We don’t need microphones at all I know it is late Thank you How do you feel? How do you feel Wolfhound? How do you feel? Miguel how do you feel? Patrick how do you feel? Andy how do you feel? You can spell this band name Martin how do you feel? R U D Andrew how do you feel? E R A L S John Keegan how do you feel? Which google will tell you to pronounce Ruderals Ali how do you feel? And I guess they’re probably right Dave Siegel how do you feel? Sam how do you feel? The name of this band is Ruderals Dan how do you feel? And the next song is called I’m actually pretty sick I’m very sick tonight Keith fixing his high hat I’m very ill I feel very ill It’s our debut single I feel Barbera how do you feel? Thanks Dan Nate how do you feel? Tonight we’re celebrating Okay we are Ruderals Thank you very much You gonna, going to ask me how I feel? Really? Alright, Sorry It’s cool but... We’re going to switch instruments now You need your beer too? Matt Loguidice is saving us right now That’s Miguel Hernandez For putting us on this bill Alright uh Fuck dollar bills If only we brought our cajon We could just have made it an acoustic set Thank you very much Irish Whiskey Bar Thank you all the bands who played before us Want to hand me my beer? You were crazy good Yeah Which was inspired negatively, by a book Who’s going to come up next Thanks to Shillelagh Tavern for having us tonight They’re been very awesome so far It’s not going to work It’s going to be super awkward And I’m excited to see them play You’re all going to be sitting there in silence I hope you all are too We are Ruderals by the way Thank you very much And uh Thank you very much Yeah it just means a lot Thank you very much It means a lot to us that you came out here This is Kyle Rogers We’re going to be going off set list This is Keith Malonis My name is Ben Absurdo I’m a fan Her name is Barbara Dragun I’m a fan too I forgot his name It’s good that we’re fans of the decisions that we make Thank you Astoria Music Collective To put out in front of people Before I die We really appreciate those of you who stuck around I’m dieing I’m dead I died It was a long day I already died Thank you for missing me Miguel This festival was over twelve hours I have lost my voice an hour ago So anyone who is still here Goes out to this guy right here Congrats This song goes out to Dave Siegel and thank you We only have one more switch after this How do you feel? You’re going to soon witness the last Ruderals instrument switch Do you feel okay? Do you feel like you’re going to get through the night? Talk to us after the show and we can provide Maybe? Maybe you’re going to get through the night? This is our first show by the way Please see us after class And thanks again for sticking around Kyle played that whole song without a guitar strap The most important thing is to take care of yourself It’s getting to be that time Thanks a lot for sticking around Hahahahahaha Hahahhhahaha Hahhahahahaha Our new song Hahahahahahaha Bye Cya